With Our Own Eyes: A Sermon Preached on the Second Sunday of Easter

John 20:19-31 

Last week, on the Monday after Easter, four human beings travelled around the moon in a spacecraft. 

For the first time, the other side of the moon, the side that is always turned away from us, was seen.

Four human beings saw with their own eyes what humans had never seen before.

We don’t know the dates of Jesus’ birth or the events of his ministry. But there is one date we do know. Because what we call The Last Supper was a Passover seder… and that meant the moon was full, because in Jewish law, Passover always starts on the 15th day of the lunar month of Nisan, which is (in our hemisphere) the first full moon of Spring. 

The Last Supper took place under a full moon.

The moon was full as Jesus prayed in the garden that night.

The moon was full as Roman soldiers took him away. 

The moon was full when he was crucified.

And the moon still looked full three days later when Mary Magdalene went to the tomb.

On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning, while it was still dark, and saw the stone removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved, and told them, “They have taken the Lord from the tomb, and we don’t know where they put him.”

Peter and John ran with her back to the tomb and confirmed… the body of Jesus was gone. 

Peter and John went to find the other disciples. 

Mary stayed at the tomb… and wept. 

Until…. two angels and then the risen Christ appeared and gently asked her why she was weeping. 

Mary saw with her own eyes what humans had never seen before. 

She ran to tell the disciples who, understandably, were besides themselves. Think about it – the man they loved and followed had been murdered. Angels had appeared? Jesus was raised from the dead? And all of this while Roman soldiers were looking for them to kill them. 

The disciples were terrified. They didn’t witness the crucifixion. They were so afraid they fled to where they had last seen Jesus, the room where they had been together the night before … and they locked the door. 

And then, even though the door was locked… Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” Having said this, the savior showed them the marks of crucifixion.

The disciples saw with their own eyes what humans had never seen before. 

They locked the door to protect themselves. In many translations of the Bible it says they locked the doors “for fear of the Jews” and it’s very, very important to understand the harm this translation has done. This text is used by many to support antisemitism, which is not only an abomination, it’s not the correct reading of the text. The disciples weren’t hiding from “the Jews”, they were hiding from those who wielded the power of oppression, those who had just executed their Messiah… Roman soldiers carrying out the orders of the empire and religious authorities who were profiting by their association with that power. 

There was one disciple who wasn’t in the locked room, who didn’t see what the other disciples saw. We don’t know why Thomas wasn’t there, or why, after he was told what happened, he seemed to reject what his friends said. They told him they had seen Jesus, that they had seen the wounds – and Thomas responded, ”I’ll never believe it without putting my finger in the nail marks and my hand into the spear wound.”

Ressurection Chapel, Washington National Cathedral

This verse, the verse where Thomas says he needs to feel Christ’s wounds to believe, is often used to teach us that when it comes to our faith doubt is somehow a sign of weakness…but I don’t think that’s what this text is teaching us.

Because the opposite of faith isn’t doubt, it’s certainty. 

Certainty is what leads us to become religious leaders who align themselves with the empire. 

Certainty teaches us that there are “others” who deserve less, who are less, and who even deserve to die. 

Certainty closes us off from wonder, and awe, and the miraculous.

 

The gospel lesson for today isn’t about doubt… These words teach us that it’s not only ok to ask questions, it’s holy. We are supposed to wonder about our faith and our church, to question what others say. Peter Abelard, an important medieval theologian, said   “By doubting we come to inquiry, by inquiry we come to truth.”

Or, as others have put it “Sincere inquiry leads to sincere faith.”

“By doubting we come to inquiry, by inquiry we come to truth.”

peter abelard

Ten days ago I went to my in-law’s home to celebrate Passover. Once again, I was struck by the symbols of the Passover seder…a lamb shank, an egg, the green herbs of spring…symbols that are echoed in the celebration of Easter. 

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Before I married into a Jewish family, I was like almost every Christian I know… I didn’t understand Passover, what it means, how it is celebrated. I didn’t know that the Last Supper was a Passover seder. And, I didn’t know that for the first three centuries of the church the followers of Jesus broke bread, drank wine, and celebrated Christ’s resurrection under the full moon of Passover. 

For three centuries the celebration of the liberation of all people through the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ was added to the celebration of the liberation of Jewish slaves in Egypt. 

It wasn’t until the Council of Nicea in the year 325 that this officially changed. Emperor Constatine directed the church to break from Jewish tradition and the Jewish calendar. The Christian celebration of Passover (what we call Easter in English) was moved from the lunar Jewish calendar to the Gregorian calendar and to a Sunday…  Specifically the first Sunday after the full moon that follows the Spring Equinox. 

That’s why Christians all over the world still use the word “Passover” for what we call Easter. In the Greek of the Bible and modern Greek it’s Pascha. … in French it’s Pacques, in Spanish it’s Pascua.

So how did we end up with “Easter” instead of “Passover”?  

The Venerable Bede, a famous 7th century monk, was the first to describe how this happened: “Eosturmonath has a name which is now translated as ‘Paschal month,’ and which was once called after a goddess of theirs [Germanic peoples] named Eostre, in whose honor feasts were celebrated in that month. Now they designate the Paschal season by her name, calling the joys of the new rite by the time-honoured name of the old observance” (De Temporum Ratione). 

I don’t know about you, but I didn’t learn this in Sunday school.

The idea that we might be part of a thread of God’s plan that connects us directly to a Jewish ritual, a Germanic spring Goddess, and the moon weren’t part of the story of the very white, very American, mainstream Protestant tradition I grew up in.

But I find incredible solace and even inspiration in the fact that as a follower of Christ, I am part of a story that is deep, and rich, and connected to all of creation, all of my ancestors, and the history of my faith. I delight in knowing that the creator of every molecule in the universe needed our ancestors to be part of that story, part of these connections… and that God still needs us to hold onto that thread, to help co-create and write new stories to heal the world and bring forth shalom, the kindom of God. 

I find incredible solace and even inspiration in the fact that as a follower of Christ, I am part of a story that is deep, and rich, and connected to all of creation, all of my ancestors, and the history of my faith.

Two days ago, the astronauts safely splashed down in the Pacific ocean as they returned home from their voyage to the moon.

On Easter morning, Victor Glover shared this message as the crew of Artemis II approached the moon… 

“When I read the Bible and I look at all of the amazing things that were done for us, who were created, you have this amazing place, this spaceship. You guys are talking to us because we’re in a spaceship really far from Earth. But you’re on a spaceship called Earth that was created to give us a place to live in the universe, in the cosmos…In all of this emptiness — this is a whole bunch of nothing, this thing we call the universe — you have this oasis, this beautiful place that we get to exist (in) together.” I think as we go into Easter Sunday thinking about all the cultures all around the world —whether you celebrate it or not, whether you believe in God or not — this is an opportunity for us to remember where we are, who we are and that we are the same thing. And that we got to get through this together.”

Click here to watch the video of Victor Glover’s message

May the moon above help us remember where we are, who we are, and that we are the same.

May she remind us to push back against certainty and towards understanding.

May we see the moon, each other, and all of creation with our own eyes… as though we are seeing them for the very first time.

Amen


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Lessons From Space, Mandalas, and #FullMoonJoy

Lessons from Space

“On a good, calm day it is hard to know what to make of photos that show, in no uncertain terms, that every single thing you will ever and could ever know is simultaneously galactically insignificant and unspeakably beautiful and precious. Today, the world held its breath waiting for the 8 p.m. eastern deadline Trump set for Iran to agree to a deal to reopen the Strait of Hormuz. If his terms weren’t met, he posted this morning, “a whole civilization will die tonight, never to be brought back again.”… And yet at the very same moment, four flesh-and-blood human beings are hundreds of thousands of miles away taking pictures of our delicate little world. Their mission and their photos remind us of something else entirely—of a yearning to learn, to explore, and to band together to become something greater than the sum of our parts.” 

Charlie Warzel

Click here to watch Victor Glover’s short but very moving message on Easter Sunday

The Mandalas of Hildegard de Bingen

Hildegard de Bingen, who lived in the early 12th century, was an astounding polymath, theologian, and visionary. I’ve recently rediscovered her “mandalas”, designs meant to open our eyes to new ways of seeing… 

“The [mandalas] were thought to be as strong or stronger than the words themselves. There is a gestalt immediacy, what Hindu’s refer to as darshan, meaning the simultaneous act of seeing and being seen by a deity.”

Lillian Sizemore

#FullMoonJoy

“It’s just everything from the training, but in three dimensions and absolutely unbelievable,” he said. “This is incredible.”

Jacki Mahaffey, a NASA officer in mission control, laughed in response. “Copy, moon joy,” she said.

From Houston, We Have No Problem. But We Do Have a Lot of ‘Moon Joy.’

The astronauts hugging each other after naming a crater after Reid Wiseman’s late wife Carroll. Link to the video

“Unlike happiness, joy can live alongside sadness, boredom, fear, or despair. It expands our capacity to hold contradictory truths at the same time—and because we know joy, we recover a strange, steady confidence that life is still worth loving, even when it hurts.”

Kate Bowler

Mac and Cheese to Heal the World, the Awe of Space, and Spring Migration

I love it when I discover someone working hard to help heal the world. The byline of Dadbriefs.com, where Slade Wentworth shares his work, is “Food. Fun. Fatherly Wisdom. Recipes for Resistance” – which perfectly encapsulates this funny and inspiring site.

Check it out. It will make you think, it will make you smile, and it may propel you into the kitchen to cook something wonderful for your family and friends. 

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There’s something deeply American about mac and cheese. It’s comfort. It’s family. It’s the thing you make when you want everyone around the table to feel safe and cared for…That’s exactly the feeling I want for every kid sitting in a classroom in this country. Safe. Cared for. Set up to succeed.

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Here’s another wonderful site to add to your list if you need a daily dose of awe (and who doesn’t?) …

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Astronomy, as nothing else can do, teaches men humility.

Arthur C. Clarke (1917-2008):

It’s the beginning of spring migration in the Northern hemisphere. At its peak there will be hundreds of thousands of birds flying over you, mostly at night. 

Birdcast.org is a wonderful site from the Cornell Lab of Ornithology (also the makers of eBird) that provides data and tools for you to wonder (and feel wonder!) about this beautiful spring event. 

“may my heart always be open to little birds who are the secret to living”  

e. e. cummings

A Baby Solar System, Night-time Worries, and Dinner Fairies

The birth of a solar system (and a young scientist) 

For the second time (ever) the birth of a solar system has been visualized – and the lead scientist for the project is a graduate student…

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What an incredible photograph of this nascent star and it’s protoplanet WISPIT2b, 437 light years from earth. It’s worth sitting with this image for a minute to “right-size” what it means to be one of  8,283,368,818 people on our planet (as of the time I am writing this).

“Often there is a lot of self-doubt for people at my career stage,” she says. “I hope this discovery helps others to realize that while they might not know it all yet, they still know enough to do big things.”

Chloe Lawlor

Better than counting sheep

If you find yourself tossing and turning as “to dos” flash through your brain at night, you might want add a “worry window” to your schedule. The technique, as described here, is based on stimulus control training. 

There are three simple steps:

  1. Schedule a deliberate, but short (10-15 minute) time to “worry” in the late afternoon or evening. Set a timer.
  2. Make a list of what is occupying your attention (i.e. causing you to worry) 
  3. For each thing on the list, decide on a small action you will take the next day.

According to the authors, this technique may not work at first, but stick with it – after 2 weeks you should see a difference. If worries pop up as you start to doze off, they suggest using the same response every time – “I have a plan. It’s in the notebook. I’ll deal with it tomorrow.”

How to be a Dinner Fairy

Something I do when I’m making plans with friends who have little kids… I pre-order Door Dash to their place for it to arrive after bath- and bed- time. This way, my friends don’t have to deal with the hassle, expense, and chaos that comes with hiring a sitter, plus free dinner! I get to see their kids for a bit, and we can all have adult-time. Yes, it’s very empty-nester-fairy of me, and I love doing it.

Maria Semple

Credit where credit is due! The quote and drawing are from this week’s post by Jenny Rosenstrach’s on her Substack, Dinner: A Love Story

Mini Products, Tricks to Fall Asleep, and the Origin of EMDR

A store that sells only tiny products?

There are surprisingly a lot of interesting items here – particularly for travelers. 

How to fall asleep

 My go-to when I am having trouble falling asleep is Nothing Much Happens, a podcast which you can find on all the platforms. . There’s a reason that parents all over the world read to their kids to help them fall asleep…it allows your brain to detach from thinking just enough to quiet down.

If that doesn’t work for you, this recent article in the NYTimes makes a good case for using a Kindle (instead of your phone) to read before bedtime.

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The origin of EMDR

I came across this story in Annabel Abbs-Streets’ book about walking and I was intrigued. I suspect there is more to the story about how EMDR (which is an effective treatment for PTSD) was developed, but isn’t this wonderful?  

“In 1987, Dr. Francine Shapiro was walking in her local park when she noticed that the simple process of scanning the landscape made her feel calmer and less anxious. After years of research, she developed a therapy that mimicked this process but could be used indoors by therapists making a series of hand movements. The therapy—known as EMDR, eye movement desensitization and reprocessing—has been successfully used on thousands of people with PTSD and validated in over fifty studies. But its success is rooted in eye movement, something that happens involuntarily as we stroll.” 

The Cost of a “Free” Lunch

When I was in medical school it was common practice for drug companies to buy everyone in our class a doctor’s bag, stethoscope, and even an otoscope. (For reference, these are “gifts” that would currently cost well over $100 each). We didn’t think anything of it at the time – It had been this way for decades and was considered completely normal. Pharmaceutical company “gifts” were also part of my residency, mostly food brought to our clinic or lounge and “free meals” at fancy restaurants in exchange for a presentation about their newest (and most expensive) drug or device. (Not to mention the thousands of pads of paper and pens that were left in every clinic.) 

A collection of pharmaceutical pens

“What has become unusual, at least for me, is how hard it now is to separate the plate in front of me from the patient in front of me, the one who asks whether there is a cheaper alternative, whether the coupon will still work next month, or whether they can wait until payday to fill the prescription.”

Timothy Lesaca.

Timothy Lesaca is a private practice psychiatrist who no longer accepts pharmaceutical-sponsored lunches in his office and wrote this essay to explain why. Reading his story made me think about my own decision to not accept gifts from drug reps and, in particular, the event that started me down that road…

I was getting ready to leave the hospital when a friend (and fellow chief resident) called…  

“Where are you?”

“I’m still at the hospital.”

“You should come over to the [name of hotel across the street from the hospital]”

“What’s going on?”

“There’s a great dinner being put on by [name of a company that sells antibiotics]. You can stay for the food if you have time, but the important thing is that all you have to do is sign in and they give you a hundred dollar bill!”

“Thanks!”

And then it hit me…

The next day, I called my dad (who taught business ethics at the University of Texas) to tell him the story and discuss how uneasy the whole thing had made me feel. He listened carefully, paused and then said, “You know, that reminds me of a story.”

Winston Churchill was invited to a formal dinner and, being the guest of honor, was seated next to a “very important” woman who happened to be an insufferable jerk. He put up with her for most of the dinner but finally couldn’t take it anymore. He turned to her and asked “Madame, would you sleep with me for a million dollars?” She was flustered but with his reassurance that it was just a thought experiment she finally responded “Well, yes, I suppose I would.” He then asked “Would you sleep with me for twenty dollars?” This time she was really insulted and in a huff asked “What do you think I am? A prostitute?” To which he responded “We’ve already established that… Now we are bickering over the price.

Medicine is filled with moral injury, that horrible feeling when you know the right thing to do but work in a system that doesn’t let you do it. That’s why, when faced with a clear moral dilemma that you can control (no matter how small), it’s important to summon your moral courage to do the right thing. Those little choices are how we calibrate our moral compasses, how we remember what we believe – and who we are trying to become.

Every single choice we make, no matter how small, is the ground where who we are meets what is in the world.

Wayne Muller

Medicine for hard times, Al dente music, and Pasta heresy

Medicine for your soul 

Music, poetry, and art can be medicine for unsettling, violent times. Take a moment to seek beauty today (and every day). It will help to settle your soul in the face of what we are all experiencing right now.

Free access to 60,000 works of art in the National Gallery. They also have a wonderful Chrome extension that randomly chooses a piece of art to display anytime you open a new tab on your computer.

Poem of the day from the Poetry Foundation

#CareForTheHealers, a playlist started during COVID but that seems appropriate now, too.

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Al dente pasta

Today’s delightful trivia… Barilla has Spotify playlists for each type of pasta they make that can be used as a timer for that specific pasta. 

While we are on pasta….

Since good food (and especially pasta) can also be good medicine… Have you discovered this technique? 

You can cook pasta in the sauce (or just a little water) without having to boil a huge pot of water.

Click here for the recipe – Jamie Oliver’s one pan pasta al limone

Click here for the recipe – Single Skillet Spaghetti

Joy is an Act of Resistance

“Where there is cake, there is hope. And there is always cake.” 

Dean Koontz

Hard times call for sweet things, particularly if they are easy to make and really, really good. This week I had a small culinary epiphany… Clafouti, (which is one of my favorite desserts ) is a cousin to the delicious dessert known as a Dutch Baby as well as a new favorite dessert of mine (and Christopher Kimball), Pan de Elote.

What they have in common is that they are all “blender cakes”.

Here’s the basic blueprint – a little bit of flour (of your choice), some eggs, some liquid, a sweetener (as much or little as you want) and various flavorings. They all go into a blender before being poured into a pan to be cooked.

So easy.

So fast.

So delicious.

You’re welcome!

Here are the three blender cakes I’ve cooked and can attest to…

This is my favorite clafouti recipe. Clafouti is traditionally made with cherries, but berries, pears and other fruits work well, too. I often add nuts (usually slivered almonds) as well.

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A Dutch Baby is almost identical to a clafouti in terms of the ingredients, but you add the fruit afterwards. Here’s the NY Times recipe for a classic sweet Dutch baby. You can also make a savory Dutch Baby if you are looking for a fast dinner.

Photo source – https://muybuenoblog.com/mexican-skillet-corn-cake/

And then there is the life changing, amazing Pan de Elote or “Mexican Corn Bread”. (which has nothing to do with the cornbread most of us know). My favorite recipe for Pan de Elote calls for fresh corn, but frozen or canned work well, especially for those of us who don’t have a lot of extra time to cook.

Here’s a few more blender cakes that look easy (and fast) that are on my list to try!

Whole orange blender cake (yup, skin, seeds and all). It goes without saying that whole lemon blender cake exists, too.

Vanilla blender cake is basically a sponge cake, but most recipes say it has the moist crumb of Japanese sponge cake (which is not at all a problem!)  Adding fruit like peaches or bananas is an option, too.

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Bolo de Cenoura (Brazilian carrot cake) No carrot grating required, usually topped with chocolate… what could go wrong?

It’s not just dessert… Joy is an act of resistance.

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#Delight, Ending Hunger, and Why Science Matters

#Delight

Noticing things that delight you is a life changing practice that I first learned about reading Ross Gay’s work. (If you haven’t read any of his books, I’d start with The Book of Delights.) 

And then there is 1000 Awesome Things, a blog that catalogues (as it promises!) awesome things that usually go unnoticed, but warrant celebration. 

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“Joy is an act of resistance.”

Toi Derricotte 

Scarcity is a choice, not a condition

The socioeconomic issues we face today aren’t new, so maybe it’s not a surprise that we struggle to even imagine a world where hunger, homelessness, and illness are faced with kindness and equity… which is why I was so intrigued with this article by Swapan Samanta, an economist who uses mathematics to understand social inequities. 

“They [the prophets of five major religions] knew that food is never just food, that meals reveal the soul of a civilization, that the way we eat together – or fail to – determines whether we survive or collapse. Ancient wisdom and modern mathematics point to the same truth…Scarcity is a choice, not a condition.”

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We can’t solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.

Albert Einstein

A reminder that today’s dogma is tomorrow’s history…

There was a beautifully designed study published this week that, for those of us who care (or have cared) for premature newborns is important. 

For those not in medicine… the ductus arteriosus is a one of the necessary shunts around the lungs when babies are in the womb. (You don’t want blood going to the lungs which can’t oxygenate the blood because the baby isn’t breathing yet.) At the moment of birth, all that has to change… and pretty quickly. In term babies, it starts immediately, and the closure is done by 48-72 hours. In premature babies, it can take longer. And, in rare cases, it doesn’t close at all. When it stays open, we call it a patent ductus arteriosus (PDA). 

Since the first surgical closure in 1938, PDAs have been closed by surgery, catheters, and medications. Over the last several decades there has been a progression in which way was the “right” way (and when it should be done). To summarize the overall trend, we began to move away from surgery and towards less invasive catheter and/or pharmacologic closure. Like all good research, there were lots of studies that preceded and led to the work published this week – which showed that just waiting (without medicines, surgery, or catheter closure) had the same outcome (a composite of death and/or bronchopulmonary dysplasia at 36 weeks) when compared to using medicines to close the PDA. Importantly, it also showed that the overall death rate was less in the babies who were just observed.

No difference in early death or lung disease, and a higher survival without any direct treatment. 

This is why we do science.

This is why funding science is so very important. 

p.s. Here’s another example of dogma becoming history… Surgically removing colons to cure schizophrenia. (😳) 

Photo by Mary Brandt